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Bedtime Blues

When it's time for bed,
I'm feeling blue,
the sombre sky just no clue,
a lonely heart and a lonelier pain fills me through and through,

In spite of my thoughts,
that fill my day,
when the clock chimes nine,
nothing seems to rhyme,

The rhythm's gone and so has the mood,
the zest that I had just caught a flu!
It seems unnatural and very weird,
like thinking about a shepherd's beard,

There's got to be something,
a link that I'm missing,
maybe it's love,
or simply just a hug,

The truth however,
remains just the same,
when it's time for bed,
I get the bedtime blues!

(Had written this way back in January, so it's not a reflection on what I'm feeling now, but more of retrospection of what I felt then!)

Comments

M. James said…
:-D the magnitude of the contrast between your state of mind then and now comes out best with the opening lines of your 1st and 2nd blogs!! it's like a before and after ayesha found herself.. :-)

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